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A former model recounts her deep dive into credit card fraud, drug dealing, and her subsequent journey through prison, a tumultuous relationship with Billy Carson, and ultimately, self-discovery and a new mission to help others.
Early credit card fraud exploited Nordstrom's policy of giving cash back for gift card returns, evolving to cloned cards with matching personal details.
Intense work and personal sacrifices to build a partner's business led to severe burnout and a complete loss of self-identity.
A dramatic professional and personal split forced a reckoning, leading to a new path of self-discovery and building her own mission to help others.

Summary

Elizabeth Carson details her early involvement in credit card fraud, starting in 2007 with a scheme involving Nordstrom's gift cards for cash back. She escalated to using cloned credit cards with her name and matching last four digits, making up to $10,000 a day. Her life then intertwined with drug dealing alongside her boyfriend, leading to their arrest and her subsequent incarceration. After prison, she transitioned into legitimate business, working unpaid for a mental health facility before meeting and scaling Billy Carson's 'Forbidden Knowledge' company. She describes building his brand, organizing tours and events, and the intense burnout that led to a dramatic personal and professional split. This profound loss forced her to confront her pattern of 'building for others' and ultimately led to her launching her own podcast and non-profit focused on self-healing and empowerment.
This narrative offers a raw, first-person account of the evolution of credit card fraud, the high-stakes world of illicit hustles, and the profound personal cost of a life of crime. It highlights the psychological toll of constant paranoia and the challenges of transitioning to a legitimate life after incarceration. Furthermore, it provides a cautionary tale about losing oneself in professional and personal relationships, emphasizing the importance of self-worth and building one's own dreams rather than solely supporting others'.

Takeaways

  • In 2007, credit card fraud involved buying items with gift cards from stolen credit cards and returning them for cash at different Nordstrom's locations.
  • Fraud techniques evolved to include cloned credit cards with the user's name and the last four digits matching the stolen account, making transactions harder to detect.
  • The speaker and her boyfriend operated as a 'Bonnie and Clyde' duo, combining credit card fraud with drug dealing (ecstasy and marijuana) across Michigan.
  • Her arrest for credit card fraud led to a $250,000 cash-only bond, which was later converted to a 10% cash surety bond, secured by her mother's house.
  • After her boyfriend's federal indictment and subsequent prison sentence, she committed to leaving her criminal life behind to raise her son.
  • She became instrumental in scaling Billy Carson's 'Forbidden Knowledge' company, organizing tours, events, and managing operations, but experienced severe burnout from 14-16 hour workdays.
  • A viral debate involving Billy Carson and a subsequent 'rebuttal' video led to massive negative backlash, requiring her to spend months deleting hundreds of thousands of negative comments.
  • The intense stress and personal sacrifice in building others' dreams led to a complete loss of self, prompting her to launch her own podcast and non-profit focused on self-healing and empowerment.

Insights

1Evolution of Early Credit Card Fraud Techniques

In 2007, the speaker began participating in credit card fraud by using gift cards purchased with stolen credit card information. The 'hack' involved Nordstrom's, which at the time would issue cash back for returns made with gift cards, unlike other stores that would simply reload the gift card. This allowed fraudsters to convert stolen credit into untraceable cash.

Every gift card was $200. And this is Nordstrom's. Nordstrom's because they had a like that was one of the only stores back in the day. I don't know anymore, but you could literally spend five gift cards and get cash back. Stores don't do that. Like, you get the gift card back. You don't get cash back. So Nordstrom's was the hack.

2Sophistication of Cloned Credit Cards

As credit card fraud became more prevalent, the techniques evolved. The speaker's criminal associates began printing cloned credit cards that not only bore her name but also matched the last four digits of the legitimate cardholder's account on the physical card. This made it nearly impossible for cashiers to detect fraud by comparing the card to an ID or checking the last four digits, boosting the speaker's confidence during transactions.

They would print me like five a day. ... they're taking stolen information. They're putting it on a card. The card is being printed on a thermal printer with your name on it... And here's one even better. So, this is how they got good. ... they were able to print the last four digits of whatever credit card information was on the strip. So, when the people... would check to see if the last four matched the account, it would always match.

3The 'Bonnie and Clyde' Lifestyle and Arrest

After moving to Detroit, the speaker combined her credit card fraud with her boyfriend's marijuana dealing and her own ecstasy hustle. They traveled across Michigan, hitting stores for gift cards while also delivering drugs, earning them a reputation as a 'Bonnie and Clyde' duo. This high-stakes lifestyle, generating significant income, eventually led to their arrest at a Best Buy in Saginaw, Michigan, after a cashier stalled them for police.

We were kind of known in Detroit kind of like Bonnie and Clyde for a while. ... I was making close to 8 to 10 grand a day with credit cards. ... We were in Sagena. hit that Best Buy. We go into this Best Buy. I go grab the cards. ... The woman is right here. She's ringing them up. And then she's looking at me a little weird. ... She's stalling me. He caught it. I didn't catch it. ... the automatic doors open and I'm like, 'Oh my god.' There was like I don't even know how many cop cars, but it was the guns.

4Burnout from Scaling 'Forbidden Knowledge'

The speaker was instrumental in scaling Billy Carson's 'Forbidden Knowledge' company, transforming it from a substantial following with no employees into a multi-faceted media empire with staff, tours, events, and award shows. She worked 14-16 hour days, managing all operations and filling 'missing holes' in the business. This intense dedication, coupled with the stress of handling negative backlash after a viral debate, led to severe physical and mental burnout, causing her to lose her sense of purpose and identity.

When I joined Forbidden Knowledge, he didn't have anything... he had a substantial following and he had a name already and he had a company already, but he had no employees. ... I knew how to scale. ... I hired employees and a staff. ... He had never pulled off a successful world tour before me. ... We ended up doing different events and those were always so much fun for me. ... we worked 14 to 16 hour days constantly. There was no breaks. ... I was completely burnt out. ... I lost myself. ... I had no purpose, no meaning, no passion, no spark.

Opportunities

Non-profit for self-healing and empowerment

Establish a non-profit called 'The Unlimited Life' to serve as a stepping stone for individuals who have exhausted traditional mental health resources or hit rock bottom. The organization would offer access to over a hundred different healing modalities for the brain, nervous system, body, and energy, drawing on the founder's personal experience and extensive knowledge.

Source: Speaker's personal goal

Key Concepts

Building for Others vs. Building for Self

The speaker repeatedly describes investing all her energy and talent into building businesses and dreams for others (her friend's mental health company, Billy Carson's Forbidden Knowledge), often without adequate compensation or recognition. This pattern, she realizes, stemmed from a lack of self-worth and a fear of failure if she were to build something solely for herself. The ultimate dismantling of these external structures forced her to confront this pattern and begin building her own purpose.

Lessons

  • Prioritize building your own dreams and self-worth, rather than solely dedicating yourself to others' visions, to avoid losing your identity and purpose.
  • Recognize the signs of burnout, such as extreme fatigue, loss of passion, and hormonal imbalances, and take proactive steps to address them before they lead to complete collapse.
  • Cultivate a strong support system and clear boundaries in both personal and professional relationships to protect your well-being and prevent exploitation.
  • Develop resilience and a clear mindset in times of crisis by eliminating distractions (e.g., substance use) to focus on essential goals, like normalizing life for dependents.

Notable Moments

First experience with credit card fraud, using Nordstrom's gift cards for cash back.

This marked her entry into a criminal lifestyle, highlighting a specific loophole in retail systems that was exploited for illicit gains.

Her arrest at Best Buy in Saginaw, Michigan, after a cashier stalled her for police.

This was the culmination of her 'Bonnie and Clyde' phase, leading to her first significant legal consequence and incarceration.

Her mother putting up her house for a $250,000 cash surety bond.

This act of sacrifice from her mother served as a powerful catalyst for her decision to change her life and take responsibility, fearing the loss of her mother's home.

The birth of her son and her boyfriend's subsequent federal prison sentence.

This event solidified her resolve to leave her criminal past behind, recognizing the need to provide a stable life for her child and break the cycle.

The viral debate and rebuttal video involving Billy Carson, leading to massive negative backlash.

This incident created immense stress and burnout, forcing her to confront the unsustainable nature of her role and the public scrutiny that came with it, ultimately leading to the dissolution of her partnership.

The sudden and complete dismantling of her life and business with Billy Carson on April 10th.

This abrupt loss of her company, husband, and friends served as the ultimate catalyst for her self-discovery, forcing her to rebuild her life from scratch and define her own purpose.

Quotes

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"I was making 10 grand a day with credit cards."

Elizabeth Carson
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"Nordstrom's because they had a like that was one of the only stores back in the day... you could literally spend five gift cards and get cash back."

Elizabeth Carson
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"They would print me like five a day. ... they're taking stolen information. They're putting it on a card. The card is being printed on a thermal printer with your name on it, the plastic card saying it's a Visa or Mastercard, whatever."

Matthew Cox
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"If you do not go to court, if you ruin this and you don't show up and you don't take care of your responsibilities, I'll never talk to you again."

Elizabeth Carson (quoting her mother)
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"I don't want to live this life anymore. And if I continue to live this life, then my son is going to end up in foster care, and I'm not going to be there for my son."

Elizabeth Carson
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"I don't really choose to look at people and judge them off of their history because look at my history."

Elizabeth Carson
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"I scaled and helped my friend with his mental health company. I didn't get paid... Then I went over here and I started to jump on this thing and I built that dream for that person. Never did I ever build my dream for me."

Elizabeth Carson
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"When everything changed in my life, I didn't know who the f I was. I'm like, I don't know what I like. I don't know what I want. What do I even want to do? I didn't know any of that because I didn't know who I was because I was literally living that life for that."

Elizabeth Carson

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